Message to Judgmental People

    I get it. I understand the skepticism and why you would doubt me. However, I do not deserve the outright dismissal of my claims and the blatant disrespect shown towards me 😡 Do I not deserve the benefit of being able to explain myself at the very least?  And instead of not bothering to even LISTEN to me 🙉 can you not have a HEALTHY conversation with me?

    Yes, I consider myself a Christian. And yes, I whole-heartedly agree that Christians are massive hypocrites and way too overly-critical 😩 But are you not doing the same exact thing? Instead of having a polite discussion, and being respectful of one another, are YOU not being hypocritical and way too judgmental?

    Have I not proven my character and integrity over the years? Oh wait 😮 Do you even know me as well as you seem to think you do? Have you truly been listening to me all this time? Do we really have as deep of a connection as I thought we did? Or have you been lying to me the entire time?

    I am now starting to realize how pure and innocent I come across to others 👼 And this perception of me is strangely comforting to some of you. It helps you to cope with the pressures of life, and you can make it through another difficult day. I am sorry to have to break it to you, but I am not that type of person 😕 I see how ugly and messy the world really is 😔 It is extremely unfortunate how evil some people can be 👿

    Which is why I am a Christian in the first place 🙏 I need to know that there is a benevolent BEING in control over all the universe, and that HE knows what HE is doing. That this same BEING is nothing but pure holiness 🙇 My hope is not in other people. They will just let me down 😭 No, my hope is in knowing that HE is good. That is what faith is all about.

    Please stop thinking of me like some sweet little angel that will be there for you whenever you need him. I am a broken human being too that needs all the support and help that he can get. Please stop deceiving me and please be more open and honest with me from here on out. I can only help you, if you are honest with me and tell me everything that is really happening in your life. Hey, I understand. We all have our deep regrets, our dirty little secrets, and guilty shame that feels impossible to deal with sometimes 😖 But do not hide it from me, and just give it up to HIM 🙌

    HE is the Almighty God who created the universe. HE can handle all of it, and you know what? HE can heal you from all of it too 💝 HE can take all of your hurt, pain, and suffering and replace it with HIS pure love, affection, and peace 🤗 HE can bring relief to your soul, and make you smile on a daily basis once again 😁 My pure and innocent reputation is not because of me. It is because I do my best to surrender to HIS glorious will on a daily basis. Not my will but YOUR will be done LORD.

    The choice is up to you. Either believe me, or at least try to, and make an attempt to live according to HIS ways. Or continue to doubt me and be overly judgmental. I am asking out of love to quit hurting me 💔 Please be more gentle and kind in the future. And through your own relationship with HIM know when is the proper time to be supportive and when the proper time is to share your doubts and concerns.

God bless

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Know Who You Are

That evening after sunset, many sick and demon-possessed people were brought to Jesus. The whole town gathered at the door to watch. So Jesus healed many people who were sick with various diseases, and he cast out many demons. But because the demons knew who he was, he did not allow them to speak. -Mark 1:32-34 NLT Why did Jesus not allow the demons to speak? I believe Luke 4:33-37 provides some insight.   Once when [Jesus] was in the synagogue, a man possessed by a demon - an evil spirit - began shouting at Jesus, "Go away! Why are you interfering with us, Jesus of Nazareth? Have you come to destroy us? I know who you are - the Holy One sent from God! " Jesus cut him short. " Be quiet !  Come out of the man ," he ordered. At that, the demon threw the man to the floor as the crowd watched; then it came out of him without hurting him further. Amazed, the people exclaimed, "What authority and power this man's words possess! Even evil spirits obey him, and the...
Read more

Upcoming Battle?

I have been having disturbing dreams lately 😣 I wish I could share what they were, but unfortunately do not remember them 😕 Fortunately I still remember what I dreamt last night, and it was not that disturbing 😌 The dream came across like an anime. At first things were normal, and I was hanging out with my friends. I seemed to be either in high school or college and going through the typical things students deal with. Then suddenly I either fell asleep, or willingly transported myself and my best friend into another place. It was in a spiritual realm and we were in a vast area that had multiple shelves full of books. There was another, more mature, person with us, and he was tasked to be like a guard. The three of us were soon joined by my girlfriend, and together we psyched ourselves up for an upcoming battle ⚔ In a separate area, there was another group preparing themselves too. It mirrored my own group as there was a main person, a more mature guard, two other males, and a female...
Read more

The Widow's Offering

Mark 12:41-44 NLT Jesus sat down near the collection box in the Temple and watched as the crowds dropped in their money. Many rich people put in large amounts.   Then a poor widow came and dropped in two small coins. Jesus called his disciples to him and said,  “I tell you the truth, this poor widow has given more than all the others who are making contributions.   For they gave a tiny part of their surplus, but she, poor as she is, has given everything she had to live on.” "For they gave a tiny  part of their surplus ..." How often do we give a tiny part of our surplus to others? Whenever I come across beggars I would like to give them a dollar to be a little generous. But see what I just said there? I said "a little  generous." It is like I am patting myself on the back for giving one dollar out the many dollars I have available.  How often do we do that with God? We may go to church, but that is only for a brief amount of time on a Sunday. The more devo...
Read more