An Open-Ended Letter

To Whom It May Concern:

I am a week away from my 23rd birthday. I currently live with two roommates and we barely were able to pay the rent the last two months. I should have graduated from college by now, but I'm taking a year off right now. Lately I've been spiritually down and been having a pessimistic view on my life.

I just want you to know that you should be grateful for whatever position you are in. If you are my age and have graduated from college, good for you! You are already ahead of me. At least you have in a position in life to move forward. Unlike me, who is just foolishly holding on to his dreams.

And you know what? I haven't even had a girlfriend yet! I haven't really dated anyone, and.... not really sure if it's worth it. Just observing other people's relationships, there's just way too much drama to deal with. Right now, I'm just typing away. I thought I had a lot to say, but my thoughts are all jumbled...

I suppose I brought up the girlfriend thing, because I'm currently hung up over someone. I keep telling myself that I'm over her, that I'm moving on, that it wouldn't work... *SIGH* Life and love definitely can be funny sometimes. I wish it was easy to carry on with my life. Geez, now I'm getting depressed. Maybe I should end my post and hope that I can get my spirits up somehow.

I'm sorry I wasted your time like this. Next time I'll have something to say. Promise!

dkFX

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